I miss tumblr but ever since they changed the mobile shit in safari , it never works anymore. And the app always crashes on me :(

I wish I wasn’t so terribly scared of change. I know I should go. There’s literally nothing left for me in Philadelphia. The closest people to me live so far & the people that I’m close to here are always too busy to spend time with me or the sleep every second or just don’t want to leave their houses. I feel like if i stay here, my life will continue to go nowhere. I’ve tried enough. Countless applications, countless interviews, stupid temporary jobs. I’m just over it. When will it be my turn to succeed? It also pisses me off that people who have been so evil & shitty are like living the dream right now. Why do they get to have awesome lives when those of us who were good people, don’t? I really don’t see how that’s at all fair. I want to be able to wake up happy for more then 5 minuets. I want to stop wanting things I’ll never have. I always waste my time with shit that isn’t necessary. Like I just wasted 4 years with someone who still won’t grow up. Why should I keep putting myself through that? If someones not going to change, why put yourself in that position. ugh. I just hate how I feel all the time. Feeling like a failure sucks, maybe thats why I drink so much. Maybe I’ll just be an alcoholic & die. It’s not like anyone would care anyway.UGHHHHHH

kalories:

i’ve had tumblr for years and i still don’t know what the fuck an rss feed is

foxnewsofficial:

fuck bitches get money smoke weed read books pet small animals donate to charity help the elderly 

I think I’m the only girl who doesnt think sock buns are cute.